20061224
let'sjustsay'06willendnicely(:
christmas trees up, moms cooking up a storm, for real! think can feed like the whole of starving africa, ok not the point, but but yes, my point is, that yay christmas end of year post! so dont bother reading if you already know what im gonna say!
its been a
CRAZYYYYYYY year. it really has! changes. many many many changes. some good some bad. i spose all any of us can do is embrace change whatever it causes because at the end of it all, we'll see that things happen for a reason. THEY DO!!!!!
like when someone goes away, and you give them a last hug goodbye. the empty days they leave you with.. and you realise how important that person was/is to you, yet at the end of the day, it tastes all the more sweeter when you finally see that person again. you know? like your heart attempts to beat its way outta your chest and ur face feels hot when you see them and as the rush comes, so do feelings. haha and then, in that moment, you know, everythings changed again.
or when you get to know, like
know, people again. its difficult to put into words, because it would be sorely inadequate. people whom you always hung out with but then you realised, hey, that wasn't really them. and you feel grateful that they've let you in, into their world and accept you. and that feeling my friends, is the nicest feeling of all.
and then there are times where you had that endless amount of fun and never wanted it to end. and i guess, its purpose was just that in itself, fun. or during that period of absolute loneliness, when some lose their way, and you felt like you were falling, and by instinct, reached out to people, and surprise, because they break your fall.
and so you look back on the year and see that the end of 2006's near, christmas time, with new year's round the corner.. and even with all the crap that's happened this year, i think it'll end off nicely.
well, one can always hope anyways.one night of magic rush, the start a simple touch, one night to push and scream and then relief.
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